nowhere land

要期末考了，还有30几天，要放假了

想想都做了些什么，有一些简单的忧郁不安定

新的大学，新的开始

一下子过了，剩下奇怪的重复生活

 

 

自己选择的建筑学，自己不够努力考进的普通大学

自己计划好的好好利用有限的资源，去好好地走在成为合格建筑师的轨道上

可是现在却发现，头脑被繁复的功课所占据，想法被惰性和琐事磨蚀掉

好吧，事情越来越乱，被牵着鼻子走，困惑，乱哦乱

真是希望有人帮忙

所以就写了日志

自己逞强久了，难受

 

 

Nowhere man {-------Beatles}



He's a real nowhere man
Sitting in his nowhere land
Making all his nowhere plans for nobody

Doesn't have a point of view
Knows not where he's going to
Isn't he a bit like you and me?

Nowhere Man, please listen
You don't know what you're missing
Nowhere Man, the world is at your command

He's as blind as he can be
Just sees what he wants to see
Nowhere Man can you see me at all?

Nowhere Man, don't worry
Take your time, don't hurry
Leave it all till somebody else lends you a hand

Doesn't have a point of view
Knows not where he's going to
Isn't he a bit like you and me?

Nowhere Man, please listen
You don't know what you're missing
Nowhere Man, the world is at your command

He's a real nowhere man
Sitting in his nowhere land
Making all his nowhere plans for nobody
Making all his nowhere plans for nobody
Making all his nowhere plans for nobody

这是披头士的一首《nowhere man》
曲调轻快愉悦
竟听来了感伤

我每次都精致着

精致地割图

精致地裱图

精致地画上大概的线条

精致地细细刻画图纸的局部

 

我伏在案头上

精致地做着我的图纸

就连动作都是精致的

 

可是我的心精致着

却仿佛被分割成一个一个的小块

难以企及所有

杂萃得难以忍受

 

就像我的生活

繁繁琐琐

一点一滴
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